Mind Overload -- Instead of it all pouring it, it's clogged up. They go undone anyway. One thought and before it's finished its rampage, another. Then, in this limbo-esque place I'm in, experiences of people come in, as if I have to be on a certain wavelength to have human experience thoughts, opposed to just my own. Then, different chemicals become activated, responding to the thoughts, mirroring the original response of the experience -- emotions spark and I become annoyed, pissed off, aggitated, just like I was then.
Damn you, brain. I wish I could just turn you off.
Information overload -- is there such a thing? I guess it depends on the source. Read this, then that, learn from my own experience. One replaces the other. It's this, because I read it in this book, regardless of that which my own body has shown me. Lost in the information. But I love it. I want to know. Then I read something that says the oppposite. I want the truth! The truth is lost somewhere between here and there. I don't know. Then another answer is found, opposing what was already read. But this one is better, it tells me what I want to hear; I'll go with that.
And thus the human experience. What I want to hear, what you want to hear. I can't hear you, because you're not telling me what I want to hear. Do we really listen? What a waste of a lovely sense we have. Are we really fair to one another? If I tell you what you're looking for, even if it's not my truth, I'll get what I want; I'll get the job. Anyway...
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